Self-Quantization - The Meta-Logic

Professor, have you heard of stories about vegehumans in an underpaid medical facility with no family connections? I am sure there will be no historical document about them because that is the nature of their very struggles. I think Camus is wrong because Sisyphus is spoiled. He had at least a boulder to push, people in the Matrix at least became a valuable source of energy for other entities. I believe in the true curse of pure existence without observation, a passive intelligence that only consumes, which is the endless convergence to infinite madness. I am stuck on that very silent hill. Society with me today and without me tomorrow will look the same. Rather, even if my life ends right now, local PD gets another point for a shut case of suicide, cleaning service is hired, local cemetery or ceremonial services would be activated. The amount of social contribution I yield when I am dead is much more than that of when I am not now, and the only variable that is considered for my life is pure trust, hopes and dreams in my potential contribution in the future, a cult of my own.